Category Archives: 8f8

I will still rise even tho its burning………

My one and only pet, a cat, Nouri, passed away on the 17th of March cus of kidney disease…I miss him deeply…below some of the words i said about him….

RIP My baby Nouri.....

This is what really happen…when he was there at the vet..He wasn’t breathing well.

Then the vet feels that he needs an x-ray. During the x-ray session He was struggling cus he is in pain and he starts to breathe heavily and breathless. During the x-ray he struggled and bites his lips, he was bleeding on the table. But the doctor managed to take one snap then rushed him up to the room to give him oxygen.

Then she came down and explains to me what is going on….

She said that…
His entire lung is full of fluid, 80% of it, the body cannot hold on to the fluid and the kidney not functioning anymore. The only thing that the doctor can do is to drain out the fluid from the chest but need to sedate him as he is breathless and hyperventilating. She told me what she intends to do and before they could do the procedure…his heartbeat stop.

They gave him resuscitation asking me if I want to continue
I say no…
Let him go….
He will be in a better place right?
Saw him on the resus table hurts me, cus I don’t want him to suffer anymore…

I was bawling my eyes out….He passed away on 17th March 2017 at 2015 hrs (GMT+8) having kidney failure ….13 days before 1 yr of Mengka’s anniversary…..

This morning I woke up on my seat.. I think I slept on the chair all night , not knowing about it…missing the meowing of him at 4am asking for food or the early morning wake up call….

I miss you Nouri, my furry Son, my baby boy… I do hope you in the cat heaven playing with Mengka right now.. I love you….

This picture I made for him….its 3.22am my time and im not sleeping cus Im thinking of him….



Hair: TABLEAU VIVANT HAIRDRESSING – Windy from Starry Night Gacha from past The Arcade(Dec 2015)

Mesh Head: CATWA – Daniel Bento Mesh Head at mainstore
Mesh Head Applier: TABLEAU VIVANT – Nyx Applier Tone 1 for Catwa Daniel Bento head at mainstore
Mesh Body Applier: TABLEAU VIVANT – Body Applier Tone 1 for The Mesh Project at mainstore

Choker: L’ETRE LES ACCESSOIRES – Punky Choker (Includes 10 leather and 10 metal textures) at mainstore

Shawl: CURELESS [+] – Cheshire’s Shawl White from Red Queen’s Realm Gacha at The Arcade March 2017

Coat: [ RIDI-LUDI-FOOL ] – Juban (Men) Type D Black at Japonica March 2017

Skirt/Kimono: GABRIEL – ::GB:: Koshi Kimono Kuro(Black) at Japonica March 2017

Pose by Ramsa Luv, Style Vero Modero exclusive 5

Scene: 8f8 CREATIONS – No Place of Ours (Autumnal) from Deco(C)rate ‘November Rain’ subscription


kauna2_blog.pngI know you smile for a whole ‘nother reason…


Snow Mind

Rick Morsch
[HAIR] Burley Jax (S;MultiStyler) [New Release!!]
[SKIN] Clef de Peau Bradley Head T1.Omega CATWA The Mens Department - January 5th  [New Release!!]
[EYEBROWS] Clef de Peau Eyebrows v.31 Blonde.Omega CATWA The Mens Department - January 5th  [New Release!!]
[ELF EARS] Swallow Shiny Ear Shiny Shabby - January 20th [New Release!!]

[COAT]  ::K:: Short Trench Coat Homme SIGNATURE  Ivory Shiny Shabby - January 20th [New Release!!]
[PANTS] Deadwool Pleated pants  TMP olive
[SHOES] Bleich Mesh Fighter - Caramel M TMP Flat Shiny Shabby - January 20th [New Release!!]
[BOTTLE] Brocante  vanilla milkshake (wear me) The Epiphany - January 15th  [New Release!!]
[POSE] XXY Thinking of you 3 Shiny Shabby - January 20th [New Release!!]

Scene Deco
[HOUSE] 8f8 Silent Light - Winter Deco(c)rate - January 8th [Exclusive!!]
[WOODED TUNNEL] Cheeky Pea Frozen Wooded Tunnel (Modifiable) Deco(c)rate - January 8th [Exclusive!!]
[BICYCLE] Anhelo M27LG-171GA :: moving stall (leaf green) The Mens Department - January 5th  [New Release!!]

[WOLF] Jian Grey Wolf :: Static Look R Fameshed - January 1st [New Release!!]
[BIRD] Jian Snow Birds :: Wanderer

[SNOW WOODS] Soy Snow covered woods [Wood-A] -Low
Soy Snow covered woods [Wood-B]
Soy Snow covered woods [Wood-C]
Soy Snow covered woods [Wood-D]
[SNOW BASE] Soy Snow covered woods [Snow Base] -Low


kimono5_blogYou ain’t the last thing on my mind and theres nothing I could do to fix it


Silent Night

::K:: Wide Pants Black @ TMD

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8f8 - no place of ours - Winterish

Shabby Holiday


I’m not a huge fan of the holidays but ’tis the season and it does make for some pretty decorating. Featuring items from The Arcade, TLC, and We❤ Roleplay.

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Hair : : Boz-Hair Dark brown
Antlers : +Half-Deer+ : Noire Antlers Gacha - Birds of a Feather 1
Scarf : -DRD- : scarf
Coat : tomoto, : hoodie coat @The Mens Dept
Pants : kal rau : Casual Jeans M2 Washed (Past item)
Shoes : ::ROC:: : Canvas Sneaker! High
Squirrel : Pink Acid : Squirrel Empty Hands Brown (Gacha) @The Chapter Four
Acorn : Mato, : My diorama Town Gacha - Acorn-bud (Brown)

- Decor -

8f8 : No Place of Ours - Autumnal @Deco(C)rate
Mato, : My diorama Town 10, My cup & Acorns - dropped
ionic : madera para el frio (Gacha) @The Chapter Four
Kalopsia : Book Pile Lamp
Kalopsia : Tag Lines
Kalopsia : Cherry Leaves Flying
HPMD* : MakeMesses!-Dried Flower-, -Fallen Leaves -
HPMD* : Halloween Umbrella - yellow B1
HPMD* : Garden Vine02 - green
JIAN : Squirrel Feeder
JIAN : Red Fox Burrow
*alirium* : DwarfForest [OldGold]
*alirium* : Goblin : green
Sari-Sari : Wood Slab Path (Autumn)
Dust Bunny : storybook living Gacha - bakers' boy farthing
Dust Bunny : wanderlust Gacha
ivy apothecary cabinet
blanket ladder
branch chandelier
twig frame

Old Shelter

 Rick Morsch
Noedition Maverick Jacket w/o Shirt Clean Version Camel Signature [New Release!!]
Deadwool The Dandy Shirt+Tie White
Kalback  Original Chino Regular Cuff
Vale Koer Special Force The Mens Department - November 5th  [New Release!!]
Botanical Wearable Umbrella Light Deco(c)rate - November 8th [Exclusive!!]
Random Matter Book of Sorrows Deco(c)rate - November 8th [Exclusive!!]

RK Poses Liam 4

Scene Deco
8f8 No Place of Ours Autumnal Deco(c)rate - November 8th [Exclusive!!]
BackBone Weathered Lantern Black Deco(c)rate - November 8th [Exclusive!!]
Aria Brynn Leather Sofa Deco(c)rate - November 8th [Exclusive!!]
Revival Newspaper Deco(c)rate - November 8th [Exclusive!!]

A Little Country Rock Brought to You Live.

A Little Country Rock Brought to You Live.

Divos Titanium:

Hair: [taketomi]_Shin_II_Reds
Beard: Yuth - Cyrus Beard - Men's
Fur: - D I R A M @ TMD - KANYE Big Fur - Mesh Non Rigged
Necklace: [MANDALA] @ TMD - HANNYA Chain Choker
Pants: //Ascend// @ TMP - Hachiro Pants 
Boots: [Deadwool] @ TMP - Strider boots - black 
Tattoo: Reckless @ TMP - Zane


Shirt: {COLD-ASH} @ TMD - MESH ASHTON Crew Neck Sweater 
Pants: The Boutique / Men > Classic Baggy Pants (High Skinny)
Ring: [MANDALA]@ TMD - Haraheri knuckle Ring
Hat: -David Heather- @ TMD - Drip Brim Hat/Cream

Guitar: [Con.] Guitar - White


Build: 8f8 @ Deco(c)rate - No Place of Ours - Autumnal
Umbrella: Botanical @ Deco(c)rate - Umbrella Light
Lantern: BackBone @ Deco(c)rate - Weathered Lantern Black
Wooden Pumpkins: hive // wooden pumpkin 
Pillow & Blanket: Cheeky Pea @ Uber - Anderson Bunker Bags 
Cider: Cheeky Pea @ Epiphany - Asher's Hayride Cider Station
Stool: MadPea @ 6 Republic - Dinkum Dingo Diner - Bar Stool
Candles: .birch @ Crossroads - autumn birch wood candle basket
Candle: .birch crown candle gold - large
Pallet Wall: Thunk! @ The Chapter Four Pallet Stage with Flowers
Bucket: junk. withering bucket.
Pumpkins: Apple Fall Pumpkin - Black & Silver
Guitar Case: {what next} Guitar Case Sign
Balloon: {vespertine} - metal air balloon/copper
Microphone: *ionic* Antique microphone
Guitar: Apple Fall Martins' Busker Guitar
Guitar: HIDEKI - Vintage Guitar Set  

I know, I can treat you better

I know I can treat you better..jpg

I’m wearing…

HAIR: elua x Sleepy Eddy_Gi | @New | @TMD
GLASSES: * S O R G O – SAWN Tort (G)
SHIRT: <kalback> Basic T-Shirt_Skull 002 | @New
BOMBER: // SEUL GARCON \ Fur Bomber – Onyx
TATTOO: .Reckless. –  Legend | @New | @TMD
JEANS: // SEUL GARCON \ Vintage Ripped Denim – Classic Wash
SNEAKERS: [ VERSOV ] WONZOV_Sneakers_Wine&Black | @New | @TMD


HOUSE: Trompe Loeil – Mia Glass Cottage | @New | @C88
TREE: LB_WeepingWillow.V2
WINDOWS&DOORS: oyasumi / windows & doors set / black
BIKE: :HAIKEI: Container Plan Gacha / {3}
CLAY POTS: 36 – 8f8 – primavera in Toscana Clay Pots
WASH TUB: .:revival:. wash tub – DECO